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12 March 2009

WHY DO I REALLY HATE THIS DAY???

OMG, today, when I was on walk to the surau, I was thinking bout my halfway-done-lyric.... when I came up wif a really good line....PAK! Ms.N**** HIT MY BACK! and I FORGOT THE LINE!!!!
SHOOT!!! IT WAS GOOD.... IF I DONT HAVE THIS 'KAI DISEASE' THE LYRIC WOULD BE MY 3rd really-hard-to-do-and-it-take-weeks-to-write-this lyric!!!!!!

Then, I got really frustrated today... I haven’t been soo frustrated in my whole life....First, the teachers are telling me that, I CAN'T SIT FOR MUSIC PAPER!!!!!! DAMN!!! *now only I regret of coming to this school*

Then, I thought all the band sisters could cure my wound, then.......ugh...you all suck.....REALLY!...
n the teachers all goin to a meeting and stuffs...WITHOUT TELLING ME! Pn *** also, I went to meet her this morning... then, why didn't she tell me bout this meeting.... IDK bout this meeting-evry-thursday-evening...so, why didn't she hand over the key to me???

I really hate it...all the ex-DM got to hold the band room keys so, when the teachers got something came up, they could still have training...why couldn’t I???
Don't they trust me as much as they trust the DM b4????
Do they think I would possibly skip class to stay at the hot and boring band room???
Do they think I would stole any of the instruments?? THIS IS LAME...SOO LAME!
I DONT CARE WHAT THE SCHOOL THINKS...BUT THIS TIME, YOU SUCKS! AND THIS IS MY SPACE AND DONT GET SOO OFFENDED CUZ THIS IS MY POINT OF VIEW....
AND IF THERES A MISTAKE, 4GIVE ME...CUZ WHEN IM TYPING THIS RIGHT NOW, IM REALLY REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATED LIKE HELL!!! I even feelin like going out frm the band/skewl and join other band as a junior rather than stucked in a bunch of undisciplined brats. (nak lagu susah2 but…)

*thx to 3 of the form 4 and my from 5 band sistah! I love you all for coming today!!! THNK YOU!!!

(evaAniki~♪) ♥ 8:32 PM