Today I did...er...not so well in conducting....need 2 practice more n look lots of vids... Yeah, one of my own training is, mimic sir shahirin at behind..(it was a serious training for me but....da gals....laughed at me....damn...I wasnt joking...) N maisarah karina...a.k.a. 'bocor'.... she fainted....AGAIN! dunnoe wats wrong wif her! Need to pay more attention on her health...TT_TT
Then, I kinda frustrated n er...dunnoe how to describe my feeling rite nw.... First, I HAVE TO conduct....(I really wanna play...) 2nd, Ninie...n other flute JR...are not working hard enough! Lastly, they sucks...the song should be enjoyable but....its like...ugh!! N they don't even looking at da conductor while playing....it feels like...the band don't even need a conductor...
ugh....I JUST WANNA DIE...
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